Friday, March 27, 2009 4:30 PM
i miss him...
awwww god,
i donnoe how to control my life after u leave me..
it's hard to live on without u..
each day, i love u even more dhen before...
it's killing me..
i love you,
but whenever i see you,
my heart jump like keesiao~
oh dear...
wad should i do..
you're making me go crazy about u everyday!
i'm like a drug addict!
I'M ADDICTED TO YOU BOY!
i tried cutting myself,
but it's never as pain as my heart was right now..
i tried biting myself,
still.. never as pain as my heart was right now..
i tried banging my head on walls,
it'll never be as pain as my heart was!
it hurt real deep to see u leaving me without any words..
i'm alone...
todays is 27...
if things hadn't turn out like this,
he would have been celebrating 1st month anniversay with me now..
i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone...
after u left me,
i'm all aone..
no shoulders to lie on,
no love to give to,
no secrets to share with,
no one to accompany me,
nothing......
it's really nothing anymore...
i really wish he could be back by my side again..
i love you!
>.<
Labels: my 1 nnd only love
