Wednesday, January 28, 2009 4:49 PM
today so sad...
morning went school..
sit infront of aaron didi and cried..
sms-ed joel kor,, ii told him ii wanna break..
firstly.. becos of my niece.. ii cant tell much.. my niece dun let miie say.. >.<
secondly, ii still love bryan!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIIX!
ytd went out, everywhere ii go.. makes miie think of bryan.. haiix..
guess ii 说得容易，做可难了。
say wanna forget him.. end up cant!!
haiix..
went to cinema.. stand outside jiu think of him last time peii miie go watch movie tgt..
went walk walk, saw spongebob boxer.. think of him again.. haiix...
dhen go playground, sit at swing.. think of him all day long~
sob.. dhen cried everywhere i go..
hmm... really love him lots.. but he does'nt.. cant blame him..
ii failure mahhx..
wad tuhh do..
ii really wish to sleep and never wake up anymore..
day by day past, my heart getting more and more pain..
really hope the pain can stop as soon as possible..
dhen today morning cried when smsing joel kor...
dhen trecia jie come le, ask miie break uhh.. ii cry again..
dhen lesson time cried again..
dhen after recess is chinese.. chatted outside classroom..
teacher habben come..
ii punch the door non stop.. until teacher come..
dhen go back sit.. my hand red red dehhx.. numb oso..
trecia jie jie help miie rub rub.. >.<
dun bother lahhx trecia jie..
haiix...
dhen went for Home Econ lesson.. cook pizza..
dhen went back class VCE lesson.
dhen we are seperated into groups..
miie, trecia jie, jia er and pei yu 1 group..
chat chat..
dhen ii emo le..
dhen cried again...
trecia jie jie said after school go find bryan..
ii stop cry le.. ii dun wan jie jie go find him!..
sob sob..
dhen jia er say not worth it..
to miie worth it bahhx.. cos love him too much le!! haiix...
ii donnoe wad to do now..
SO SAD!
WANNA BANG MY HEAD ON THE WALL
DHEN CANNOT REMEMBER ANYTHING
UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB T.T
go bang the wall liaox.. bb!
see yea peepx who cared for miie.. =)
oh ya.. before ii go, ii change my handphone number le.. ask miie for it.. ^^
ii shall go back to my black and while world le..
ii don't belong here..
bye~
take care guys..
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