today morning went school do homework..
dhen chat chat..

dhen sad abit, dhen jackie lollipop come le..
he pull my hair.. wth?

lollipop warn miie dun sad..
dhen go for lessons..
maths lesson time.. veh sad...
suddenly sad dehhx..

cried in class, jeanni called trecia.. trecia called jackie lollipop..

jackie lollipop come my table say if i sad again he go find bryan..

dhen ii give him a fake smile..

dhen he walk off le..

phew~ dhen ii sad again.. did'nt know jackie lollipop was watching miie.. dhen ii smile tuhh him.. dhen he look at other place ii put my head down and cried again le..

haiix haiix haiix~
dhen teacher give the temperature taking de form, ii go scribble on the form like siao le..
jeanni took away my pencil..
ii snatch back, she snatch again.. wtf?
dhen dun scribble le lo..
i'm not allowed tuhh..

jiejies' all watching miie in many angles..

infront, corners, behind and many other angles all watching miie..

cant do it..
later ii tio scold by them, ii think whack oso lorhhx..
dhen teacher teaching,

ii no mood listen..

so lie down on table dreaming~
dhen after school, went to hao house paii nian with trecia/chee wei/thomas/aaron..
dhen hao's ahma give us ang pao.. xD
dhen played dai ti there and audition and dota..
dhen all snatching for toilets.. lolx..
dhen after tat go hougang point eat KFC..
chatted while eating..
dhen i siao dehhx..
keep making chee wei laugh..
chee wei laugh until no strength.. funny siol!
they say ii run away from IMH..

dhen say ii sit with who, the virus will spread..
ii keep laughing..
dhen chee wei oso follow laugh..
he siao wan lahhx..
not miie.. =x
dhen chee wei keep asking miie tuhh go away.. but ii pian pian wan go near him and make him go crazy.. lolx!
dhen whole day he no strength.. his whole body numb le..
dun dare come near miie.. haha
dhen went home.. onlined, chatted with stranger sao and alicia jie..
alicia jie told miie something hurting..
and ii started crying..
dhen told stranger sao ii go do something first..
dhen did nothing, accept for bathing..
wanna do something but monday if jie jie's find out what ii did ii will die dehhx!..
and confirm they know wad ii wanna do dehhx.. hahax! so change method..
went to scribble on lots and lots of paper..
dhen bathed and back to online..

i some how think that,

i feel hopeless without him..

why must he do this to miie~

hurting miie is fun i guess..

can't blame anyone,

cos i'm stupid i guess.

shi pei jie jie force miie tuhh forget him..

she got limit de lorhhx..

she say give miie 3 weeks to forget him off my mind..

ii donnoe if ii can make it anot..

and ii dun even know if ii wanna forget him anot..

if ii cant dhen just lie lorhhx.. no other choice le.. >.<

sorry jies'!

i've let euu guys down..

some how think that i'm a useless bitch..

well, ii am.. =/

ii love standing under the rain, no one knows that i'm crying under the rain~